Almost 70 years ago Elie Wiesel was a fifteen-year old prisoner in the Nazi death camp at Buna. A cache of arms belonging to a Dutchman had been discovered at the camp. The man was promptly shipped to Auschwitz. But he had a young servant boy, a pipel as they were called, a child with a refined and beautiful face, unheard of in the camps. He had the face of a sad angel. The little servant, like his Dutch master, was cruelly tortured, but would not reveal any information. So the SS sentenced the child to death, along with two other prisoners who had been discovered with arms. Wiesel tells the story:
One day when we came back from work, we saw three gallows rearing up in the assembly place, three black crows. Roll call. SS all around us; machine guns trained: the traditional ceremony. Three victims in chains–and one of them, the little servant, the sad- eyed angel. The SS seemed more preoccupied, more disturbed than usual. To hang a young boy in front of thousands of spectators was no light matter. The head of the camp read the verdict. All eyes were on the child. He was lividly pale, almost calm, biting his lips. The gallows threw its shadow over him. This time the Lagercapo refused to act as executioner. Three SS replaced him. The three victims mounted together onto the chairs. The three necks were placed at the same moment within the nooses. “Long live liberty!” cried the two adults. But the child was silent. “Where is God? Where is He?” someone behind me asked. Total silence throughout the camp. On the horizon, the sun was setting. “Bare your heads!” yelled the head of the camp. His voice was raucous. We were weeping. “Cover your heads!” Then the march past began. The two adults were no longer alive. Their tongues hung swollen, blue-tinged. but the third rope was still moving; being so light, the child was still alive…For more than half an hour he stayed there, struggling between life and death, dying in slow agony under our eyes. And we had to look him full in the face. He was still alive when I passed in front of him. His tongue was still red, his eyes were not yet glazed. Behind me, I heard the same man asking: “Where is God now?” And I heard a voice within me answer him: “Where is He? Here He is–He is hanging here on this gallows..” That night the soup tasted corpses.
Elie Wiesel, Night, Bantam, 1982, p. 75-6, quoted in When God Was Taken Captive, W. Aldrich, Multnomah, 1989, p. 39-41.
This story like the first verses of our Scripture reading in Isaiah reminds us that in this world justice is a rare commodity. Life often seems to work against us. We rise only to get knocked down. Like the man walking behind Elie Wiesel we wonder “Where is God now?” It’s at such times we are tempted to take the stance of Rabbi Kushner in His book , When Bad Things Happen To Good People. We want to say “God is good but there are some things He just can’t fix because He isn’t all-powerful.”
Have you ever felt that God didn’t have the power to help?
I never felt that God didn’t have the power to help just why is it taking so long? There are so many things in this life we will never understand. If God wanted me to know why He would tell me, but I do know this for those who love Him, He will turn it into good some how. Lord, help me to be patient while I wait on you. A-men!
So true Deb! We know He’s there. We often ask”what is taking so long”. But I know God is waiting for the right moment to display His love!
Being a simple person, I don’t think to doubt Him, just myself. Just that I don’t always understand what He is doing, but not that He can’t do all things. God bless you, Pastor J!
Good point Deb! My moments of “I can;t understand” are frequent!
There are times I wonder “Why?” but there are NOT times I doubt God or His power. I know He is grieving at times, just as we are, but I know He has reasons beyond my understanding, and I can leave it with Him.
We serve an amazing God.
This is such a good outlook Angela! Thanks!
My doubt is in myself, never with God, however I do get upset/angry with why I have to go through some trials but I know God will have all the explanations I need one glorious day. Until then I will Praise the Lord and Shout Halleluia for all to hear!!! Thank you Jesus for being so patient with me.
A-men! Waiting with you before our Great and Glorious God!
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Thanks Lillian!